Saturday, August 19, 2006
Melancholy
Sigh.
Heavily-laden with every kind of shitty feeling available under the sun, I try to push myself forward (in vain). Thoughts of what went wrong slip in and out, overthrow me into crazy mood swings. My friends hearten me by saying I'm a tough cookie, after all those years I stuck with him (he'sdonethingsthatcouldgethimanentryintotheslammer, seriously). Well, I hope they are right. These few months in Singapore has been a torment, having to spend my birthday alone and crying myself to sleep alone... when I looked back, I thought 'why the hell did I let myself into this state!?'
Sigh.
The whole break-up is a fucking mess. He hit me where I hurt and fear the most: infidelity. Fucking bastard, I hope karma hits you 'til kingdom come.
Rae wrote @ 19:32
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