Tuesday, October 02, 2007
When Shit Hits the Fan
Things are getting skank ass and emo of late; perhaps I'm not coping the new job stress as well as I thought I'd be (man... don't really wanna elaborate it but hell, this isn't a real good timing for me to be added to this odd ass team. Effing uncalled for. *shake head*). Plus finding out things that I'm not supposed to know about, low sugar level, etc etc... Sigh… I’ve been told I’m going through quarter-life crisis thingamajiq. It’s common for gen x & y peeps. Right...
I’m one who doesn’t regret over things done but of late this sucky regret feeling’s pushing through. I’m trying hard to fight it a la Ryu hadouken Ken's ass but bloody hell, it's made me do and say weird things. Confide in someone whom you are always extremely careful with is a suicide. Don't even understand the logic behind this. I'm worried that I'd get too involved with this person.
I’m one who doesn’t regret over things done but of late this sucky regret feeling’s pushing through. I’m trying hard to fight it a la Ryu hadouken Ken's ass but bloody hell, it's made me do and say weird things. Confide in someone whom you are always extremely careful with is a suicide. Don't even understand the logic behind this. I'm worried that I'd get too involved with this person.
I'm also extremely concerned if I've turned jaded over time. I don't find myself as enthusiastic and passionate about new things like I used to. I don't wanna be like those old jaded chicks with excess baggage hey. Where has the fun side of me gone?
I lost myself approximately one year ago and haven't really find my old self back yet. Well, it is not a bad thing really as I was destructive. Hell... now when I think back, my temper was devastating. God practically ceased to exist when I lose it. I'm glad that part of me died but recently, I can feel it resurrecting. Shit. I don't wanna go back to the way I was. Don't wake the dead please, hey.
I've got loadsa things to worry, shit. I gotta find my groove back FAST. Before it's too late.
Addendum: Ooooo iPhone's being sold over @ M1 Raffles City! The price is a bit off my budget... $1288... should I? Should I not? Should I? Should I not? Should I? Should I not?
Man... thinking to continue anime fix now that Ms Chang realise she's got more free time in her hand... Bleach... Naruto... FMA... Can't even remember where I've stopped.
Rae wrote @ 23:28
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