Thursday, December 20, 2007
As It Ticks By
I'm at the grimmest chapters ever. Marley's in his old age and was on the way to doggie heaven. Woah... this is hard. It's painstakingly hard for me to continue poring through each page. Eyes rimmed with tears makes reading even more pain in the butt.
I can relate so much with 'Marley & Me'. Maybe because Milo's a lab-mixed. Milo might not be the Best-in-Show or the most obedient or intelligent one, but he sure is the most awesome guy in my life. I wished I could get Milo here with me but I can't be that selfish. It'd be so unfair for him; all alone as I'd be at work almost 24-7. He has the family, 'Do & 'Co with him back home. He'll be taken care of. If he's here, I can't even guarantee if I could feed him on time (I believe in consistency) and walk him. *Sigh*
I miss you so much, babe.
On another note, someone whom I thought had ceased to exist in her life three months ago reappeared for 58 seconds last week.
Why did you appear again? I've put everything behind me. Just a simple hello rocked my boat. I knew not what to say when you called. I knew not how to react. It spooked the bejeezus outta me discovering how much impact you had on me. I barely knew you but we talked like long lost friends. I told you my whole life story without slightest hesitation. I thought my prayer was answered then but reality decided to reveal its ugly face. I was sent to hell and back. I stayed on for a little while bcause of the maybes, perhaps and what-nots but I told myself not to be stupid and gotta move on. And move on, I did. You dared show yourself again after all the things you said and done, rather, not done for your case. Funny, you're out of reach again now, leaving me to wonder if you gonna slide in and turn my life upside down again. But when you do, I'll be a better person. I'll withstand whatever that's coming. I'll be stronger. I won't let you throw me off my groove again.
I miss you so much, babe.
On another note, someone whom I thought had ceased to exist in her life three months ago reappeared for 58 seconds last week.
Why did you appear again? I've put everything behind me. Just a simple hello rocked my boat. I knew not what to say when you called. I knew not how to react. It spooked the bejeezus outta me discovering how much impact you had on me. I barely knew you but we talked like long lost friends. I told you my whole life story without slightest hesitation. I thought my prayer was answered then but reality decided to reveal its ugly face. I was sent to hell and back. I stayed on for a little while bcause of the maybes, perhaps and what-nots but I told myself not to be stupid and gotta move on. And move on, I did. You dared show yourself again after all the things you said and done, rather, not done for your case. Funny, you're out of reach again now, leaving me to wonder if you gonna slide in and turn my life upside down again. But when you do, I'll be a better person. I'll withstand whatever that's coming. I'll be stronger. I won't let you throw me off my groove again.
Rae wrote @ 00:56
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