The Night Her Cell Dropped into the Toilet Bowl
I just hate it. I just freakin' hate it when that happens.... and it happened on the CNY eve when I was at Cafe del Mar. @#&^%@$$%^
The night just went shitty all the way. St James was quiet and zouk spun YMCA. Never again I wanna go out during CNY eve. Wouldn't wanna tell anyone that I went to zouk that night... *shame* and wouldn't wanna relive the whole night.
But the cell did work again 2 days later. Phew~
LONG LIVE RAZR!!!!!
But it did get a new nick (courtesy of Rachelle) - toilet phone. WTF
posted by Rae @ 13:41
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Come Unf*ck it
Life definitely has many ways to break one's will. Those defining moments have become more frequent recently and she begins to question herself. She hates doing that to herself because it's killing her inside out. She's someone who doesn't regret over things she's done for she's a proud person. She had never bow out. She was a girl of mettle. But now, she's being bent. Her faith and patience are being put to test. Her will and courage are contested. It is just a matter of time before she breaks apart and she knows that the time's due. She's going to fall hard this time.
Dear Father in Heaven,
Please be with her when that time comes. Hold her tight as always, walk with her all the way and be her guide. Be her eyes, her ears and her hands. She has lost her way. She can no longer hear the Holy Spirit in her. Lord, please guide her back to where she was supposed to go. Lead her to the right path. Pray in the name of Jesus. Amen.
posted by Rae @ 12:13
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February 14th 2007
It's her day off.
Rae woke up at 6.30 to attend the 8am sales meeting. Mr. T had quite a lot of **** to talk about so the meeting ended later, scratch that, MUCH later than usual. Had to sit for a paper test on stock inventory thingamob afterwards. Sucky but thank god she managed to sneak the notes in. Mwahaha. Left office at 11-ish. Stopped by at White Sands to sort some girl stuff out. On the company phone with her girlfriend for nearly an hour. Hopefully they are cool. Rae definitely did not intend to lose a precious gem like her.
Had some spare time before lunch so she off to the National Library, thus this far-out and abstruse entry was born. It's too cold in here by the way. Her right thumb started to ache again. Ish.
Can't really blame Rae. She's been working very hard and pretty much in constant oblivion and delirium. Someone thought that she was an ABC. American born Chinese. Say what?
'Nuff said, here's a photo found at www.mumtazz.com for your eyes only. It was taken last month. Rae went to zouk with Rachael, a keep-it-real knock-out babe. Rae knows she said she doesn't like zouk but Nick warren was spinning that night k, so shoot her. Gotta make a move, she's freezing to death and the tummy's growling. And there's one big pile of laundry awaits her at home.
Hot mamas
It's V's day. By the way, she doesn't have a date tonight. She's reachable at... hah! you wish.
posted by Rae @ 13:15
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Mode: Idle
Oi........ it's 2007. Rae's gotten a year older and so are you. Eeew.... can't believe I'm in mid-twenties... *gag*
2006 saw her doing loads of new things.... mostly bad ones unfortunately. Rae's been very naughty too. Did something naughty just few days before Christbo but she definitely did not regret it. At least, she made someone happy (or so she thought). Haha.
Uprooting myself and move to a foreign country seemed to be the best and worse decision I've ever made; just gotta bear with it and make the best out of it. New life, new status, new job, new friends. I keep reminding myself that it's a blessing in disguise. Haven't got any plans or goals for this year. I guess I'll keep things going with the flow until I get my momentum back.
Keeping in touch with him was the gravest mistake. It was horrendous. Definitely an egregious judgment of mine. All connections and whatever shit involved are severed for I can no longer hurt myself. Gotta love myself more...
Work is whacked and seemed pretty unstable for the sales' a bit tad discouraging. What can a girl do to take the load off? C-L-U-B-B-I-N-G. *Wink*
It's been a while since those days. Been to a few clubs but dbl o's my fav (house pours are @ $3, ok. Dirt cheap and the bartenders are generous with 'em). Zouk and I didn't quite like each other. Man.... I hate those little chickadees passing out here and there. Me no likey. Ah yes.... Happy belated birthday, Shiraz. Sorry I missed it. Yeah... I know it's, like, 2 months' late. Sorry.
posted by Rae @ 12:00
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