You'd Say it's Unworldly Whilst I'd Say it's Fiction
"I forgot we'll be hunting down Voldermort in a mobile library."
Ron Weasley
The book's awesome so far... been reading it up to chapter 7 where blah blah blah blah blah... ain't gonna spoil it for ya! Been poring over it in a quite a slow pace... wished had more time. Sigh.
By the way... everyone knows Harry Potter's a fiction eh? Man, I hate it when peeps start to talk shit about how it's unworldly and such... Blueh... never mind. IT'S FICTION. Sigh. Let's not go into there.
There's another thingamajiq going on right now. Commited to do something but conscience's getting in the way which is a good thing truth be told. But I'm feeling crap because I've given my word... can't really be a bitch for this... how to tell this friend that I ain't gonna do it without being cursed to eternal damnation!? Why in the world did I say yes in the first place? Been having trouble differentiating between the voice of Holy Spirit and the Devil for quite some time. Ah.. this is serious trouble.
Anyway... here's some highlight of the week.
Mr. I-am-a-Super-Prick: Eh... so long never see you... look so different.
Rae: Ah, really ar? Must be the make up... or maybe the hair? Is it a good or a bad thing?
Mr. IaaSP: Depends how you see it... you've got this rich man's mistress look going on... maybe that's why you still can't get a boyfriend.
R: ...
What does that suppose to mean oi!? Rich man's mistress look? That comment had me.. I don't know... I texted some friends to ask if that's true and none think that of moi. And by the way, I'm not that desperate yet to get a boyfriend. I was just taking a mickey out of myself though sometimes I get a bit tad needy. Hah, the pain of being a Cancer. Gotta get real. Don't think I have the time nor the energy to commit yet. I've become a workaholic, involuntarily.
Addendum: Oooh... Carolina Herrera Aqua's simply PHWOAR... I'd want my man to smell as heavenly as that... and Versace Dreamer too... Oh oh oh Moschino's latest Funny is amazing.
posted by Rae @ 00:11
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A New Journey Begins When This One Ends
Oh yeah... looking back this year, so many things happened. New and old friends found, while some are lost. New experiences and misadventures. There were laughters and tears. Opportunities hit and missed. And every step had its purposes. Sigh... I'd really like to say it's a colourful year. Been communicating with the MCP a lot lately. Learned a couple of stuff, some useful while some are downright naughty. It's always fun when it comes to him. Nevertheless it all boils down to one thing: make the most of out everything. Well hey since I'm still young and all... everything's possible. It's just a matter of if I wanna go for it or not.
Finally, the time has come to look for a new job and am pretty excited about the new prospects. Interviews pouring in. A big question's been swimming in my head steadily; should I stay in Singapore or should I try my luck in other places. Truth be told, despite the misadventures that I've gone through, I actually like my life here. Along the way, I've met amazing peeps. I've seen so many things. I've learnt so many things. I've DONE so many things!
I know not what to do yet. I might uproot myself if the opportunity knocks my door. But being a perpetual sloth, I might stay in Singapore for a little longer. *Shrug*
But there's this one thing that I've been on for quite a long time and it feels like chasing the rainbow... I know not. When it comes around it comes around. God will only settle for nothing but the best for me I reckon. I really really hope it'll come soon because it's starting to nibble my faith away and it's killing me. Hmm... wtf what am I talking about, eh?
posted by Rae @ 15:53
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Quote of the Day
Give him kids and TIE HIM DOWN!!!
Err...... right.
posted by Rae @ 00:18
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Open Letter to Kwimango
Encik Kenneth Lim,
Dengan sukacitanya anda dimaklumkan bahawa feed untuk laman web ini sudah dipasangkan.
Anda kini dapat meng-enjoy servis ini dengan... I dunno how to write already... there you go.
Sekian terima kasih.
Yang benar,
Pengurus laman web
ps - my Malay's gone bad... @_@
posted by Rae @ 20:50
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More than the Se7en Deadly Sins
I can be stubborn as hell.I can be annoying.I can be consumed by greed.I can be reckless.I can be filled with envy.I can be impetuous.I can be a glutton.I can be damn proud.I can be brutally honest.I can lack of tact.I can succumb to lust.I can be rebellious.I can be a creature of indolence.I can be naive at the same time.I can be downright ignorant.I can be completely haphazard and random.I can raise hell.And I can definitely make mistakes.Because I'm a human.You have no right to blame me for being imperfect.You are not perfect yourself too.I have never judged you.God did not create humans to be perfect anyway.I know I'm not a perfect definition of a Christian.Nevertheless I know that I will be a better person for I'm still a child and there are so many things to be seen and learnt. You might be the one who has what it takes to show me.Would you stick around and teach me?Would you stick around to witness me grow?
posted by Rae @ 00:21
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Houston We Have A Problem
Yeap. Stuff @ work are so disorganised. ABCDEFUCK. The stock audit's screwed, resulting an unexplainable loss and this directly translates into what most managers dread: recount. *Sigh*
Her personal cds left at the store were confiscated by the management during her absence. So now she's been reduced to listening emo songs provided by Warner Music. M2M, Michael Learns to Rock, The Corrs, Ronan Keating, Paris Hilton and the likes harrass her at work all day long. She wants Akon, Nelly, Gwen, Christina and the gang back... *whine*
On a lighter note, suddenly recalled a conversation over drinks with Becky when the waiters served her daiquiry without cherries.
Bex: Mine doesn't even have a single cherry. How come you have 2 in your glass?
Rae: *already polished off the cherries* I think I had your cherry. Wait... that doesn't sound too right...
Bex: ... But I was saving it for someone special!!!
Thank God no one heard us.
posted by Rae @ 00:05
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Please Service Me Sweetheart
Rae : I want my Champloo back please.
Douglas : Yeah I'll think about whether I'll give that back to you...
R : Well yeah you 're gonna return that back to me.
D : I'll think about it. I might need certain favours.
R : No you're not going to get any.
D : Why not?
R : Cos I know what they are. Involves groping, sucking, probing etc etc, no?
D : And another girl.
R : I'm sure she's great but hey no thanks. I just want my Champloo back pretty please.
D : You know what to do. I'm a horny dum ass.
R : That's no new headline darling.
D : Well then please service me sweetheart.
R : Sorry this sweetheart's out of service.
D : Then I have a special tonic that will get you on. I'll be good to you.
R : ...goburninhell, Dug.
He must be the most biggest MCP she's ever met. Would refuse to death when ask him to hold the bag for a nano second when go clubbing with him. Would grope your arse at every opportunity he's got when you're not looking (then an epic battle of straining his itchy hands and tickling would ensue). Would try to get you drunk by supplying the booze flow generously. A big time p*****, that one. Ooopss... Anyway, Chivalry never existed in his dictionary. But the blue moon rose one night in June, he offered to carry her bag while walking back to his place after Fantastic Four (which, by the way, was a mediocre flick. Disappointed.) Almost dropped dead there and then. By the way, for the record, he's the only one that didn't complain how heavy her Mary Poppins bag was. Brawn, baby XD. Yeah, he's got a pretty hot bod, girls. *Wink*
Don't ask how she got to meet these sorta peeps... she just does. Not that she's complaining. She's actually glad for a friend like him. She can see that he's a man of wisdom and there's more than it meets the eye despite all the crap he's getting on. She reckons life must have been a little harsh on him back then... er.. she knows not. She's just guessing, Ah... She ain't gonna judge him.
Hmm.. now when she thinks about it, he wasn't like that when out of public eye. He's actually NICE and did what she told him to do; Dug, I need this. Dug, get me that. Dug, hand me those. Wait a minute, why in the world is she talking about him right here anyway?! He's gonna flip if he finds out and definitely gonna hold her Champloo as hostage! Well... if you do happen to stumble across this entry (which I highly doubt you will)... well you know I love you no matter what... HAHA!
posted by Rae @ 12:05
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My Favorite Guys
Ah my Reno... *Swoon*
Ever cool Mugen & Jin (& Fuu)... Now where have I stashed this wallpaper?
And Renji + Shuuhei...
Of course I won't forget Kakashi too...
Ah... yes that cunning charismatic Colonel Mustang
SIGH~
Addendum: Had 2 days to catch up a year's worth of EyeShield 21, Naruto, Bleach & FMA manga. Phwoar.... not sure anymore if it's a good idea... definitelycannotmakeit.com. FMA's got a new character - Major General Olivier M Armstrong. Oh... definitely dig her.
posted by Rae @ 03:48
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Coco & Her Barnyard Friends
Coco the Maltese, Patrick the RedDog, Alice the Hen & Toro the Hammy. 
Was browsing through my photobucket....
posted by Rae @ 03:43
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Leaving the Dreamland, Back to Reality in 24 Hours
Hey I bet no one likes the last day of their vacation... I know I dread it. I dread the fact I won't be seeing the pooches for I-don't-know-how-long. I dread the fact that I won't be able to wake up at any time I want. I dread the fact that there's no meal ready on the table. I dread doing my own laundry. I dread cleaning my room. I dread depending on public transport (Oh... my driving skill's not rusty yet after a year hiatus. Didn't realise doing a 120km on 80km limit until mom sounded it out. Oops!). I dread keeping my weight down when I go back (hohoho serious pigging out for the past days... no kidding! Just got back from a heavy tomyam session). @_@
I dread....
Beware Rae's a pretty sour grape right now. However there's only one thing that I won't miss... the frigging weather (Argh... it's so frigging hot. I was sweating bullets). And yeah the frigging mosquitoes too.
Ooo on a lighter side... thank God she hasn't been stopped by cops or anything cos she left her Malaysian ID back in Singapore. And her digicam charger too. What a stupid chick. And bloody hell, she had her mobile prepaid topped up before leaving Singapore and now there's only 3 bucks left. WTF... she didn't make any calls nor did she receive any...
posted by Rae @ 03:06
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Reminiscences of Past Gaiety
The impromptu visit to my great aunt's was quite a nostalgic event. My family used to stay with them before we moved out to the town area. Anyway... it definitely brought back all those memories! Ah well... can't really remember the details of my childhood but I definitely can say I had a blasted one. I was one of the boys, indisputable. Nuff said.
Used to run up and down this road...
Oh... this rambutan tree... remembered how much trouble I'd always get into for plucking those juicy yummers back then.
This old chicken coop's still here! It was fenced up surrounding the area for the chickens to roam. Rather die than going in to get the eggs cos the chickens would go amok. I mean, c'on! They'd be everywhere walking, on your left, right, back, front. Even on top of the tree. Who knows one might just peck you right there and then!
posted by Rae @ 02:37
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3 Lil Suckas
posted by Rae @ 19:19
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The Case of the Big Tummy
kenneth says: halo aunty
RAE says: oi
kenneth says: yes
kenneth says:have u called my mom yet anot?
RAE says: not yet... tomaz
RAE says: can?
kenneth says:caaaaaaaan
RAE says:thaaaannnx....
kenneth says: thaaaaaaaanx from me also la
RAE says: when is the most convenient time to call?
RAE says: shadup ken
kenneth says: can call now also ma
kenneth says: evening or afternoon
kenneth says: cause my mom is a teacher
RAE says: ohr
kenneth says: teeeeennnnkiuuuuuuuuuuu
RAE says: u annoy me meh
kenneth says: tankewe
kenneth says: denkiu
kenneth says:hohoho
RAE says: shut the fuck up la
kenneth says: tankewebellymarch
kenneth says: wah, swear at me!
RAE says: ya cos u really irritate me... *shake fist at u*
kenneth says: ahahah
RAE says: u know *****?
kenneth says: yeah help me say hi to him
kenneth says: and ask him hows his ayer tawar gf
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: haha not mr aaaa's daughter meh?
kenneth says: he is younger than u lor, so stop trying to buaya him!
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: no lor!
kenneth says: wah, how u know about that one
kenneth says: TELL!
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: walao eh
kenneth says: that one is a really big secret hor
kenneth says: how u know!
kenneth says: how u know!!!!
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: big secret!? for god's sake... it's like the whole skool, if not the whole s'wan, know abt it lor
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: he's manager @ qqqq apparently.. went thr for tea yesterday n lo n behold... the 4-eye was thr... wz the big tummy
kenneth says: no one is supposed to know about it!
kenneth says: even ***** was surprised that i know about it
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: hohoho
kenneth says: and i know about it cause the girl herself told me!
kenneth says:i blame xxxx
kenneth says: i think xxxx told you
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: it's prollie the worst kept secret then....
kenneth says: what 4 eye
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: no la..... i know it WAY BACKKKKK TTHHHEEENNNNNNN
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: *****= 4 eye la
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: xxxx didnt tell me anything
kenneth says: he got big stomach meh
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: yea... hoho
kenneth says: u ah
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: wat?
kenneth says: curse ppl
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: it's so obvious lor
kenneth says: next time ur hubby/bf would have 4 eye, short, stupid like wintermelon... AND FAT!
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: i didnt curse ppl. it's a fact tat he has one and i'm merely telling u it
kenneth says:HORRRRR
rae Rae RAe RAE! says:look who's cursing now
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: HORRR
kenneth says: just telling u not to curse people HOR
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: kenneth says:next time ur hubby/bf would have 4 eye, short, stupid like wintermelon... AND FAT!
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: this is call cursing ok!
kenneth says: because u curse other ppl ma
rae Rae RAe RAE! says:i didn't lor!!!! he does have one! i didn't say... NEXT TIME HE HAS A BIG TUMMY ETC ETC like u did to me!?
kenneth says:what i do to u>
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: kenneth says:
next time ur hubby/bf would have 4 eye, short, stupid like wintermelon... AND FAT!
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: u said those to me!? tat's call cursing!
kenneth says: ish, sounds like we've been over this before
kenneth says: u call other people names! next time u get retribution ah!
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: i didnt call him names! i just said he got a big tummy and tat was all! wat retribution u talkin abt!?
kenneth says: u call my friend the wintermelon
rae Rae RAe RAE! says: tat is one exception. even u agreed on itkenneth says: ok lor u winMuahaha...
posted by Rae @ 18:53
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Safe @ Home
Yeap, reached home at 5.30 just now. Peeps at home are fine. The pooches are madly happy to see I'm home.
Bleh... feeling a bit woozy and oddly, a bit depressed for knowing that I'm no longer a cab away from Clarke Quay. @_@
I think I'm gonna catch a wink of sleep...
posted by Rae @ 07:33
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Good Time Guaranteed
::EDIT::
Note to self - Never ever write an entry after a huge night or when on drugs. :-/
Yeap, good time is guaranteed when Rae's @ Pump Room, with or without booze. That was what she had tonight despite some mishaps. She's on antibiotics (suspected dengue fever this time :-/) again so booze's out, had cranberry all night and spilled some on her WHITE shirt (because she drank it from the carafe. Not entirely her fault, Ken was too lazy to pour her a glass...). Ish. Her boots were killing her feet. The next table was freakin' rowdy, especially the girls, freaked the heck outta her. The music's pretty soft and didn't really give her the kick. Nevertheless it's still fun cos she had her REAL friend there. Yeah, it made a huge difference. Learnt a bit of foxtrot and Melbourne Shuffle. Bloody hell, her footwork was way off. Would need more practise... Hmph! The next time she goes clubbing, look out! She'll be doing the Shuffle just for ya. XD
A part-time exhibitionist, she's up on the raised platform thingamabob next to where the live band plays, showing off her move-it push-it groove-it grind-it skills... someone had the spotlight hit on her for a while XD and hohoho a cute guy standing near the stairs caught her eye and she caught his too. There's some chemistry going on between them. She flashed an almost coquettish smile at him. He came over but she didn't act on it... *What a bitch she was* Didn't know why, probably wasn't in the mood of 'fishing'. As a matter of fact there's a big whale available for her taking tonight, son of a bank CEO or something like that and he's pretty hot too. Ah well... but she did regret a bit about the former guy while on the way home. Shoulda woulda coulda kinda crap swam happily in her head.
It's 6 a.m. and she gotta wake up at 8 and yet she isn't asleep, probably a bit excited (and flattered) about that guy... Oh whatever, sometimes it's best to leave it as it is.... But oh he's so cute.
And there's luggage to be packed. Stuff to be bought. She's her sister's walking ATM machine. bleh...
To club it or not to club tomaz night, that's the question.
posted by Rae @ 05:45
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Rae's Day Out
Since dear ol' Ken missed her birthday last Friday (and didn't get the Topshop bling bling sneakers she wanted while he was in London... sigh), he made it up with a quiet dinner @ California something something something... Kitchen something.... hah! Can't remember. Had Italian on birthday as well, @ Bice (they told me it's called 'bais' but I reckon it's bicé since it's Italiano... I dunno. I'm just guessing. *Shrug*) coincidentally. Anyway... it was a nice one, she's always prefer a quiet dinner with small (really small) group of peeps.
Rachel & Rae. Well, technically it's Rachel & Rachel... :-/ Rae refused to take her cap off when told off by Ken. Cap hair... no freeeeakin' way.
Ken tried a feature of Rae's camera.... lousy.
Another lousy attempt. Freaking accentuated Rae's eyebags... nice one, Ken.
Ken & Rach. I like her hair.
Ken had an epic battle with his pizza.
One for the album! Ken looked so chee ko pek!
Rae had quite a day during her day off on Thursday. She had actually planned to do her laundry before getting her coach tix home @ Beach Road, afterwards heading to Marina Square and Lucky Plaza to get the sandals one of her pompous customers has bought, then off to Far East to get her name inked on her back. After that chill out @ Borders while waiting for Ken & Rach. A nice itinerary for the day. But she got up late... guess what time. At freaking 4 pm! Whoa! Can you imagine the rush! 3 hours to do all those stuff! She skipped the laundry... took a quick shower, then packed her bag.... ack! Her ink artline wasn't there! Must have left it @ work. So she had to stop @ the library to get it printed... took a cab down to the town (this was one of those times she cursed herself for not staying near town). First stop Beach Road. Smooth one, only spent less than 5 minutes to get everything done. Next one, Marina Square... whoa... the sale..... she could not help wandering into Warehouse, Bebe (the summer collection's so hot!), Topshop etc etc. Thank Lord she had a sound mind leaving her Amex and her debit card at home before stepping out. Called to cancel the appointment with the tattoo artist... had been looking forward for it, shit! Had wanted to get it inked for like ages! Ah.. guess prollie gonna get it done when she goes back to her hometown. Rushed to Lucky Plaza... which meant she had to pass Tangs... another temptation. Walked straight without looking anything. Good job, girl! Retrieved those goddamn sandals... yay... checked the time, oooo still have half an hour to kill. Succumbed to Tangs... bought that Dior mascara and that crazily-raved-about shu uemura eyeleash curler she's been eyeing on. AAAh.... she ignored that tiny voice in her head...you shouldn't get those. Oh shut up. Ken called saying he's gonna be late. Oh.... another another half an hour to kill. Hopped to Borders to chill. Ooooo got diverted. There's Nike store and epicentre upstairs... Yes... a sign to get that pair of running shoes. Bloody hell, they told her they're sold out >_<. Then found out there's an increase of price for that freakin ipod. Bleh. Retreated to Borders with a sullen aura channeling from her. Bought a couple of stuff and a book (Anchee Min's Empress Orchid). Yippie! Stomach's growling when Ken called again... yes! Finally, food! And so, Rae lived happily ever after.
The end. Hah... what a crap!
MAKE ME BEAUTIFUL!
It's a really amazing baby. Get it , girls.
posted by Rae @ 04:34
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Don't Cry for Her Singapura
Rae : This has to be done this way. That will be done that way. Remember to do this and you gotta follow up on that. Don't forget this and that too. And we gotta start doing the stock count today.Summer : ...Now? Why?R : I'm going on leave, remember? Of course we gotta start now. Don't reckon we've enough time if we don't do it now.S : But it's still early... that's like 2 weeks to go before you leave.R : *Jaw dropped* Sugarplum, I'm leaving this Sunday. That's 4 days shy... I redid the roster a couple of days ago and I saw you looking at it just now.S : *Face turned super duper pale* Huh? What? This Sunday?R : Yeah.. Hey I'm fine with it if you wanna do everything yourself... *Evil grin*Ah... this sugarplum's so blur but I still love her.Yes siree... Rae's due to go home this Sunday. Homebound. Woo hoo! She reckons it's gonna be a hectic one as it's only for 4 days but what the heck. She's not gonna complain. She's been trying to get leave from work for months! Yippie! One of her birthday wishes came true!Singapore's so gonna be boring without her! ^_^v Fret not, she'll be back!
posted by Rae @ 03:17
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Digital Update: Rae's 26th B-day
Duy & Garima. Duy looked damn high... XD. Oh, that's Chad's arm on the left! Harli went for it on Garima.
Then she got it on with Rae.
Hotter than your girlfriend XD - Harli, Rae & Garima. Harli rocked the dancefloor. Rae looked pissed drunk. And Garima's so hot and sexy I'd eat her right there and then.
Wootage. Courtesy from Ian. But there's no Ian & Chad (liliputian part of Chad anyway...)... I think there are more piccies... oh there's one hilarious pic of yours truly undoing Duy's belt. Shouldn't have deleted it.
Oh... I forgot how much fun I've always had at O Bar.
OoooOOOOoo scouted a couple of pics from www.dbl-o.com. I looked like a slut. :-/ Phwoar. I love my arms. Pumped it hard to get those muscles in wicked shape.
Andy & Xiu Lian joined yours truly after midnight at dbl o.
Note to self : Do something with the hair... it's awwwwwful.... ack!
posted by Rae @ 01:45
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She Has Retired From Being a Hellraiser
Edit:: So many mistakes... Anal.
Tonight's run was probably her best record... 2 and a half hours and this time she ran without stopping. Haven't any idea how many kms she did... Bet she won't be able to walk properly tomaz but she needed to get things out from her system and get her sound mind back.
She knows that she's the epitome of Proteus. She could change herself from an angel to a devil in split second when needed to. She could be your best friend today and your worst nightmare the next. Well just as long as you don't 'step on her tail' or in other words, push the wrong buttons, you're practically in her good books.
A couple of nights ago, she was, basically, well... coughsomewhatwasintoberidiculedcough. Shit. Anyway, she found the whole thing to be a joke. A big joke. On her and the involved as well. Hah. Her temper didn't flare up like the raging hell fire. She did feel a bit pissed but she was able to laugh it off and that, my friend, surprised herself very much. If she was the same chick back then, ah... she'd... let's not talk about it now. But no, she laughed and shook it off this time. W-O-W. Her tolerance level's up so much she found it hard to swallow.
Perhaps it was that idle conversation with her chick, C, few nights ago that had an effect on her.
C : You're never a pussy. Don't start being one cos the world has too many pussies around. Be the man and own it up.
R : It takes a lot to do that. Easy to say but ain't no easy to do it in effect.
C : It's your ego that's getting your way. Swallow it, it's not fattening.
R : ... bitch.
So ok... she admits she's got a big-ass ego. A normal person would, of course, requite when his ego's at stake, right? Fine fine, she's gonna own it up. She's made an error in judgment, but it's fuggin funny and lame about what's been said. Never mind, it's over and done with. She's learned something that night. Nabeh. Don't even know what's the point of bitching about this whole crap but it's ok. There you go, C. The whole www's gonna have fun reading this.
On a lighter side... have you guys watched Transformers yet!? 
It's it's it's it's.... she can't describe it. *SPOILER WARNING* She got all teary-eyed when Optimus Prime made his debut (Bumblebee being a camaro gave her a shock for a while. She didn't google stuff about the movie to avoid any spoiler. Hence the shock.). Megatron looked so cool. Phwoar. She'd watch it again and again and again again and again. It's the shit of the year. But but but but but why do they have to sacrifice Jazz?! *whine*
Note to self : Cut down those colorful words.... been swearing like a little sailor. Hah...
posted by Rae @ 02:45
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Why She Hates Hang Ten Products
Stupid umbrella.
posted by Rae @ 01:38
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