Idle and Stagnant
She wants to write happy stuff. She wants a clear and peaceful mind but everything feels so bleak. From guy situation to work situation to accom. situation. Bloody haywire. Oh what the hell.
Anyway... missed my idol, Angelina Jolie (oh i worship the ground she walks upon... haha! Just kidding). Googled her up to see how's she. Apart from being single and scarily thin, she's fine, I think. I love her fashion sense. Simple yet elegant. Casual yet smart. Wonder if I could work her style at work...
She's the type of chick I'd go for if I were a guy. Someone who's not afraid to dirty her hands and has a mind of her own. Ah well... but I'm a chick so... I would want to be as strong as her. Hopefully I can be that. Yeah I'm gonna be like her one day. ^_^
posted by Rae @ 21:39
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A Room for Her & Her Stuff
Shoot. She hasn't found any room yet... beginning to panic now. Those freakin' agents are simply hopeless. Anyway, she needs a room by mid Nov. It'd b great if the room has a queen-sized bed cos she does kungfu moves when she sleeps. Ah yes, she's super anti-smoking. Air-conditioning system is a necessity for her. Doesn't really need a tv. Oh yes, a bunch of fun-loving flatmates would be awesome! Holla her back @ dropdeadgorgeousrae@gmail.com.
p.s. - I've always liked Avril Lavigne; she's really hot and cool but after married... hmm.... Just watched her live on MTV Latin. What's up with that sugar-pop dance routine!? Her live sux, far out! Sigh, what happened to my girl? Oh by the way, her wedding pictures are gorgeous.
posted by Rae @ 00:32
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Merely Freshmen
We've tried to wash our hands of all thisWe never talk of our lacking relationshipsAnd how we're guilt stricken sobbing with ourHeads on the floorWe fell through the ice when we tried not toSlip, we'd sayI can't be held responsibleShe was touching her faceAnd I won't be held responsibleShe fell in love in the first placeFor the life of me I cannot rememberWhat made us think that we were wise andWe'd never compromiseFor the life of me I cannot believeWe'd ever die for these sinsWe were merely freshmen- Verve PipeForgive me Father, for I have sinned.
posted by Rae @ 21:40
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Can You Handle the Way I Am?
Hey lookie here! Look who's in da house! Patrick Starfish! Yeap, finally found that cutestuff over @ eBay (though it's 5 times more expensive than Spongie). Sory for lousy photo anyway. A bit tired.
Life's pretty funky at the mo', in both ways. Work's taken so much of her despite less working hours. Haven't been running regularly (he's lost freaking 3kgs and Rae nil. And he's coming back earlier... shit shit shit) Days off are spent catching up with friends. The last catch-up session was with old skoolmates, Uncle Ken and Ben (yeap, all the way from Malaysia) last weekend. Hanging out with two hot-blooded guys can be a pain, with them checking out chicks from time to time. Eh, this chick also got feelings la. Uncle Ken claimed Rae's one of the boys... right. They were like searching up and down for this big-boob chick who passed us by when we were @ Borders getting my Espanol-el ingles dictionary. Anyway Ben has a kick-ass SLR (I also want...) and he takes mad ass pictures. Took quite a few of candids. Love them despite the dodginess but still waiting for them... when is he gonna mail them hmm?????
Hmm... *look left and right* have got nothing crap or bitch about, except... the fact that the company mailbox's allowed only 4MB and whenever Spain office mails me stuff, they juz bust my disk space up. This so disses me off. Ah... 'nuff said. Kipping down... g'nite!
posted by Rae @ 00:00
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Oops She Did it Again
Ooh... quite a while since the last post... wifi sux ass far out here of late. Argh... can't wait to move out to a new place and hook my own up... Anyway...
Ok so the title is corny beyond belief but... finally, Rae's done it. Historical date; Oct 10th 2007. Rae's way too corny, yeah. That's 'Spirit' in Chinese, the meaning of her name. Well, that's not what she wanted initially. It was suppose to be inked in kanji but she's Chinese after all so... hmm... well... kinda funny cos she can't read chinese for nuts.Now she's toying with the idea of getting her surname inked below it... or somewhere since 'Spirit' took up most of the nape. Well, Rae will decide where to ink when the time comes.Well, the ink artist, Edwin, is cute and is pretty nice... offering her 'after sales service'; free touch-up as he said it's gonna fade a bit after heal... ah yeah... nice but it hurts inking on nape hey! Plus it's so freaking sore and annoying cos her collar brushes it whenever she moves... Oh yeah her dragon really needs re-touch... faded so bad...Coincidentally, partner-in-crime did inking as well, just today... and it's massive! His looks great and very tribal.Ah... the effect of getting just one and a half hour sleep is hitting her. Last night's zouk with club chickies, Rach & Val, were super awesome. 2 jugs of beer in half an hour proved too much for the 3 stooges. Haha but it's always good one clubbing it with them chicks. Enuff said. Head spinning.
posted by Rae @ 00:21
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Getting it on with Rainbow
Where would chicks go when they just wanna club it without any worry and fuss (e.g. getting groped, swatting off buggers and sleazy guys, getting spiked etc etc)? Yes, you know where I'm getting at. Rocked @ Tanjong Pagar's rainbow joint on Saturday night and flaunted it @ St. James' Fabulous Sunday (feeling the tiredness to the bone, by the way).
Ha ha a new check on my to-do list, had been wanting to do hey. Wanted to see how it's like and I'm totally glad that I've done it and I don't mind going again. It's all pure fun, baby. What's unexpected was met that cute Gotham Penthouse pop seller and exchanged numbers, well, of course before giving him an earful about that weak pop. St James' pops weren't great either; 6 pops (4 coughonthehousecough) didn't do anything. But it's all good, all good.
posted by Rae @ 19:04
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It's Vanity Over Versatility
Is it just me... or everyone else think the new iPod nano looks awful?! C'on, look at that, hey. It's looks stupid and retard. Bloody hell, I was thinking to get that Product (RED) one online (free laser engraving!) just now and alamak... I seriously don't like what I saw when I got to the website. The main reason I wanna get nano is because I wanna hook nike+ up but now when nano becomes like this... totally put me off and am contemplating to get iPod touch instead yeah. Ain't sure if the new nano works with nike+ or not hey... well, I could always find that out but I'm too turned off to do it. Effing hell, now my iTunes refuses to play songs... *SIGH*
My Beloved V3i finally R.I.P. Crashed on me at work. I guess I'd have to get a new phone tomaz... iPhone's definitely tempting but it's gonna bust my budget. How now, brown cow? Wanna ask opinion but friend's freaking too stoned to answer to answer and is telling me crap.
posted by Rae @ 00:15
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When Shit Hits the Fan
Things are getting skank ass and emo of late; perhaps I'm not coping the new job stress as well as I thought I'd be (man... don't really wanna elaborate it but hell, this isn't a real good timing for me to be added to this odd ass team. Effing uncalled for. *shake head*). Plus finding out things that I'm not supposed to know about, low sugar level, etc etc... Sigh… I’ve been told I’m going through quarter-life crisis thingamajiq. It’s common for gen x & y peeps. Right...
I’m one who doesn’t regret over things done but of late this sucky regret feeling’s pushing through. I’m trying hard to fight it a la Ryu hadouken Ken's ass but bloody hell, it's made me do and say weird things. Confide in someone whom you are always extremely careful with is a suicide. Don't even understand the logic behind this. I'm worried that I'd get too involved with this person.
I'm also extremely concerned if I've turned jaded over time. I don't find myself as enthusiastic and passionate about new things like I used to. I don't wanna be like those old jaded chicks with excess baggage hey. Where has the fun side of me gone?
I lost myself approximately one year ago and haven't really find my old self back yet. Well, it is not a bad thing really as I was destructive. Hell... now when I think back, my temper was devastating. God practically ceased to exist when I lose it. I'm glad that part of me died but recently, I can feel it resurrecting. Shit. I don't wanna go back to the way I was. Don't wake the dead please, hey.
I've got loadsa things to worry, shit. I gotta find my groove back FAST. Before it's too late.
Addendum: Ooooo iPhone's being sold over @ M1 Raffles City! The price is a bit off my budget... $1288... should I? Should I not? Should I? Should I not? Should I? Should I not?
Man... thinking to continue anime fix now that Ms Chang realise she's got more free time in her hand... Bleach... Naruto... FMA... Can't even remember where I've stopped.
posted by Rae @ 23:28
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