Saturday, September 12, 2009
Part of Me
Music has been a huge part of my life and it helps me to get on with life. Certain music propel my back to history. Like Marc Anthony's You Sang to Me made me think of my first ex. JoJo's Too Little Too Late represented that immature 45-year-old man. Shing02's Luv [Sic] Part 2 suggests the guy who proposed himself as my sugarboy (man, like I can afford or need one). Leona Lewis' Bleeding Love and any song that has Akon on it awake the memories of the player.
There are two songs that are currently on a heavy loop; Arashi's 5x10 and Keri Hilson's Change Me. The latter song had me wonder about the irony of it. An old friend was on a MSN session the other day talking about how she has changed while the boyfriend has not and it's causing a rift between both of them. I wonder is it even possible for a human not to change? I know I've changed. Life requires us to change to survive. The playa back then had issues with me, worrying that I would change. I never really understood what he meant until now, or rather I never found out which part of me that he worried will change. That is a bit unfair isn't it? I wanted to tell him that if I ever change, I'll leave but I couldn't because I'm scared that I'd not be able to do it. There are so many questions I wanna ask but you know, they should not matter anymore because they don't.
Labels: Life, The Art of Love and Relationship
Rae wrote @ 23:34
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