Because Rae Says So

Crystal Kay.

I found a good Japanese R&B singer. Finally. :D

Note to Ms. Leong - check out Wonder. A tune I thought might make us go awesome on dancefloor. lol

When happiness knocks at one's door, he would suddenly become afraid. Grasping happiness needs much more courage than putting up with pain.

Do you know the word kamikaze is a combination of 'god' and 'wind' in Japanese? I never really thought about it until I was watching Kamikaze Girls last night. Good movie by the way. Mixed with nonsense and some stuff to learn about life. Got that first two lines of this entry from the film.

So yeah.

Aldo's seasonal shed.

Aldo absolutely hates grooming. He growls at the sight of a brush and runs off when he sees one of us holding one. He literally freezes his body when taking baths. It took me almost hour to brush that amount off his coat. And he's still shedding. Haiya. I felt like I'm taking care of a Husky. Speaking of Huskies...

p.s. - Today marked the end of my Sing adventure.

I'm one who's not really generous with praises and good words. Not that I'm stingy, per se, perhaps, more like I have yet fully develop that skill. Last night re-emphasized the significance of those sweet words.
My life at the moment is a shithouse to some degree; being me pretty sucks, my confidence and all those stuff waver big time. But then an online chat peppered with sweet words with someone dear made a lot of things much more bearable. Those sweet words may be careless and meaningless but they sure brought a tear of relief and everything else good to my eyes. He may or may not mean it but he knows that I needed to hear those words. Insecurity is the biggest devil in my head. I let it taunts me for I listen that Doubting Thomas we all have in our heads too much.

So, thank you.

Addendum - Expand your Japanese song playlist with Crystal Kay feat Akanishi Jin's Helpless Night. If you like Utada's First Love, you'd like this too.

It's not really a surprise that I love to club. I love to dance. Dancing makes me happy. Even though how shitty life is and how unhappy I am, at least, at that point of my life, when I'm grooving to the thumping tune and become one with the dance floor, I feel happy.
This person questioned the way I live my life. He said I still have a very long road ahead and it isn't an easy one. As much as I want to agree with him, I refuse to give out to that. Indeed, along the way, life will hurt me, life will break me down and push me to the edge of the cliff but I still believe that I'll find what I want.
This person is an important person to me. No doubt, because if he wasn't, I wouldn't experience such intense feelings. I really felt I needed to be there for him and I meant when I said I wanted to be there for him. But he was looking for a fight and he got it. I tried to keep my mouth shut. I tried to keep my cool. But after 4 shots of tequila, my mouth became loose and I turned into a sharp shooter. Pride got the better side of both of us and shit hit the fan.
After two years without contact or whatsoever, this person reappeared. And after a while, he pulled a copperfield on me again. I spent an amount of time trying to understand what was going on. Why God let us cross path again?
And then I realise sometimes no explanation or logic is needed whether I like it or not. People come and go.
Perhaps the reason I still hover on this issue is that I wish he'd handle things cleaner.

Approved by Nibbledish.

And Ohno Satoshi.

Seriously.

God knows how much I love men in uniform but men in uniform who loves his dog is even more seductive. *Shivers*